Hi!

First time here so I thought I would compose a little message.

Transgender may not be the best description for me as I have always called myself Bigendered. I am not honestly sure which term is correct for me out of all of the terms available so I am taking things slowly, coming out about my desires...

My name is Terry but I also go by Tasha. I love to wear women's clothing but have not done so in many years, an abusive ex boyfriend beat it out of me and now I wrap sheets around me fashioned like dresses to feel feminine even though its just a sheet.

I dont really feel like a man or a woman, I feel like me...sometimes masclunine and wearing men's clothes and sometimes feminine and wearing women's clothes, I interchange based on mood and desire and see nothing wrong with this...

Besides all of that, I am 34, live in Las Vegas Nv though I am moving in March 2009, I am a writer and avid No limit Texas Holdem Player, I own well over 8000 cds, I love to try new foods, restaurants and road trips from a random perspective, I am a thrill seeker, I love roller coasters, Movies, self Improvement, I am very spiritual but rational (usually), love Star Trek-Um Tasha?

I also practice Diceliving which I have to say has kept me quite single as well as being Bigendered or whatever I am but its worth it to me because if it werent for the die, I wouldnt be where I am today so it kind of all balances out.

I am a very complicated person and the more i try to uncomplicate myself, the worse I become, lol so I have given up, I just am who I am and if I am liked for it Good and if not-well, You know.

TNT

The descriptions you mentioned about how you feel about your image sounds a lot like a comedian I saw once. I think his name is Eddie Izzard... I could be very wrong and that wasn't what you meant, but if nothing else he is funny to watch. In any case, welcome your our ever growing eclectic community.

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Always learning
Always loving
Always living
Without fear
Without regret
Without doubt
I'm just looking for my love
Hoping for a sign from above
So my soul might be complete
And my life ever so sweet

You seem to be a good old fashioned regulation transvestite. There is a local club here called Powder Puff, where they meet once a month at a motel to get dressed and go out to a lesbian club or a drag club. A lot of them are married and in the closet and some lucky ones bring their wives. Some are bi and some are gay. They have guest speakers and sell clothes, make up, nails, and eyelashes made in mens sizes. It is like Mary Kay for cross dressing males.