So I told my dad.

So I told my dad Im an FtM. I wasnt expecting him to take it well but he did better then what I expected. He still doesnt understand it and wouldnt let me explain it more. He tried giving me a whole speech about how girls are amazing. And that most men wish they were able to give birth even if they wouldnt say it out loud and shiz like that. He still wont let me cut my hair or by a binder and its almost been three months since I told him. I try to talk to him about it but he wont listen. All Im able to get out before he tells me how great being a girl would be is that Im serious. And then he says that even if I take testosterone and get surgeries theres not a 100% itll work. I tell him that any chance is good enough for me but he WONT listen. I dont have a credit card or a debit card so I cant just go online and buy my own binder. And Im going to cut my hair in January I just dont want to go against my father. Does anyone have an advice how I could get it across to him that this is what I want? Any advice at all would be great!

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well there not much y can say because am kinda in the same situation with my bro and mom what y did was go with my dad that was ok with it y no it unbelivable but true he also help with my fears and worrys so my advice find a friend to talk and do stuff that your dad wont dou with you
foure him getting mad at it well y dont no how he will react but think about this what is more important you or your love for him you cant dou the transition to a physicale body
that is male with out thinking for your self first bunny

not much to say i guess but just feel as yer real self as much as you can it will all come to you ... you have already told him at such a young age i say kudos to you... i wish you all the happiness you can find please keep us posted

Much Love